nightmare + rejection

nightmare...
Was awaken this morning by a very bad dream… I dreamed about my mom that she died in front of me. it’s really a nightmare. :s( After seeing that happen in my dream, I immediately woke-up and send her a message…I was crying because I’m so afraid. Never did I dream like that before. Maybe it’s because I am worried about our parents lately and I’m just afraid of losing them. Not now that I need my parents the most. I can’t afford of losing them when they are the only people that inspire me to do so. I haven’t given them the good life that they always dream of…the life that they deserve after they gave everything to us…not now.

I keep on praying to our God that may He give them long life, to keep them from harm, to give them good health, to heal them in their illness and give us, their children a chance to give them the best of life.

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew [a] you, before you were born I set you apart;

I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."

~ Jeremiah 1:5

rejection...
As part of the homily during the holy mass this evening, the priest tackled about rejection. How people rejects Jesus when He was declaring the word of God, how He got a lot of rejection during His time. And we are also prone of rejection in this world. How many times are we being rejected by others? How many times did we experience betrayal even if we know that we really don’t deserve it? How many times did people leave us in expense for other? How many times did we feel hurt because of their selfishness? Willnyou still able to count it? :D

No matter how many times did people rejects, betrayed, left or hurt us, one thing is for sure people surrounds us would do those horrible things to us but God will never will. He will never cease of loving us, of chasing us, of embracing us because He is the only person who accepts us with arms wide open despite of our inequities. No one will do, except HIM alone.

God bless us all!