pang of my heart

Love is patient and is kind; love doesn’t envy. Love doesn’t brag, is not proud, doesn’t behave itself inappropriately, doesn’t seek its own way, is not provoked, takes no account of evil; doesn’t rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. ~ 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Following to my entry “azee’s in” about my new relationship, now it’s over.

After being recovered from my previous heartache here I am again picking up all the pieces from my 2 weeks old relationship that I had. Though it’s not long enough to weary about, but after gaining what I’ve lost I put all my trust and hope in this relationship again. I can’t believe that someone will say he loves you and suddenly would tell you that his feeling has changed and even shouting it to the cyber world. It’s a bit degrading from my side and even put my self esteem low, but maybe that’s how life goes…not once in our life, we’ll meet people who wouldn’t even bother to think what other would feel in their selfish deeds.

I always believe that all people are born with a good heart, it just happen that other rather chose to do awful things to other for their own motives. I’m just praying that someday, in God’s time I will be able to meet someone who has a good heart, who wouldn’t be so proud that they hurt someone. One who truly knows the true meaning of “love”.

azee's in!

Hurray! Happy Easter folks! Sorry, been hiatus for a month…decided to detached myself on the net during the Lenten season especially when I’m at home. :)

I know I need a lot of updates to do but for now I’ll update the most important thing that happened…

after almost 8 months of singleness, I’ve finally enter into a new relationship again. :)

I was a bit hesitant to say “yes”, yet I realized that I wouldn’t know if I’ll be afraid…so I have to try, anyway the feeling is there it just need to develop…deeper. And yesterday I’ve got the spirit to finally say “YES!”
It’s suppose to happen long time ago but since i want to make sure on my feelings, i decided to make it on Easter Sunday but then he made me upset so I postponed it for another day. Silly! ahahahaha

Hope it will work despite our distance, differences, difficulties & temptations that would come along our way…I pray that may God bless our relationship and may He be the center of it.

Wish us luck folks!