balik tanaw sa taong 2010

1. What did you do in 2010 that you’d never done before?  
Detangle a double deck alone; Became an assistant team head for the CLP; Cable car ride; Cancel my Christmas vacay; Walked in Dubai-Sharjah road; and operate a switchboard, I am certified receptionist now!

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? 
not really, but I definitely make atleast one resolution for 2011 and that is to save my earnings :D

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Parang wala..

4. Did anyone close to you die? Lola Adela, papa’s aunt.  

5. What countries did you visit? Oman border hehe

6. What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010? Permanent job (I only got a temporary position); financial stability; faith; & love life!!! I’ve been praying for you!  Ahahaha;

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory and why? still my vacation in July 2009.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Being an assistant team head for the CLP and passing the Cambridge exam :D

9. What was your biggest failure? Losing my job and cancelling my Christmas vacation for this year. 

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Nothing serious, just the usual throat infection and colds. 

11. What was the best thing you bought? Parang wala..never bought any valuable things for this year coz I’m broke hehehe…

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Annika,my pamangkin! For the joy that she’s bringing for my family J

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Moms who left their baby / fetus in the plane, church & even in garbage / the supreme court verdict for the Vizconde Massacre.

14. Where did most of your money go? Sa bank pa din hehe

15. What did you really, really, really get excited about? What the 2011 would bring to my life. 

16. What song will always remind you of 2010? While I’m Waiting by John Waller

17. Compared to this time last year are you:
Happier? Yes
Thinner? Sadly, yes. L
Richer? No. 

18. What do you wish you’d done more of? Reading.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Worry and blaming myself. 

20. How did you spend Christmas? December 23 – Christmas party with SFC Pooyaters;  December 24, attend the mass in Sharjah + went to IBN Batuta with SFC pooyaters again…went home for our flat Christmas party this time. It’s a Christmas with full of fun with people I loved here in Dubai! J

21. How will you be spending new years? Pooyaters will have our post New Year party in Sharjah on the 30^th then 31^st we’ll spend it here in our flat again :D

22. Did you fall in love in 2010? Not really ahahaha

23. What was your favorite TV program? Imortal :D 

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Not really hate…just the person that I really don’t prefer to see :D

25. What was the best book you read? “The Monks who sold his ferrari” but I actually didn’t finished it yet till now.  

27. What did you want and you got? To be happy being alone though I sometimes wish that I have someone special and a new good paying job J

28. What did you want and not get? My increment & my vacation.

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Fireproof, a Christian movie that introduce the 40 days test called the “Love Dare” method to work out a relationship J

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old did you turn? Turned 28, my friend prepared something for my birthday and kuya nino’s family was there J

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? I’m able to serve my SFC community and find my happiness through my service.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2010? Same like last year…always a t-shirt girl but realized that I’m comfortable wearing dress too!

34. What kept you sane? Praying and listening to Christian teachings & songs.

35. Which celebrity did you fancy the most? John Lloyd Cruz! I always love you baybe! ahahaha 

36. What political issue stirred you the most? Don’t remember anything hehehe

37. Who did you miss? My family and…

38. Who was the best new person you met? I think it’s arra, my roommate. J

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2010: 

 1) Live within your means. Be satisfied and live a simple life. Material position do vanish its value.

2) Don’t forget the purpose of what you are doing, not to lose the track.

3) Know the people well; don’t trust them easily because some people are just fakers. Listen to your intuition it’s always right J

4) Don’t forget the person just accept the reality of life.

40. Quote or Song Lyric that sums up your year: 

While I'm Waiting : I’m waiting, I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful, I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait
I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it’s not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

rebelasyones :D

So I’ve got a revelation to make…me and my ex is on again. We don’t totally patch things up coz we haven’t talk about what happened but to sum-up we’re ok now. Somehow…but until now he still base in Abu Dhabi while I’m here in Dubai. We only have Friday to catch-up but that day is committed for my SFC community service. This matter is quite a big deal for him when we first broke up but I hope this time it will work…Anyway, he’s just waiting for his job offer to finally transfer here in Dubai.

And since we’re on again, I’m doing a “love dare” 3 days ago after we patch things up. Decided to give it a try even if this “love dare” method are being used by married couples who are facing a rocky road relationship. It’s actually featured in “fireproof” movie and it’s he who encouraged me to watch it coz he knows that I will appreciate this one. Now he doesn’t know that I’m using it for him. :D BTW, i didn’t buy the book….i just took the daily love dare in their website and improvise it. Here’s the link if you want to try http://www.lovedarestories.com/1/default.aspx (just click the “browse the love dare” dropdown on the upper left side of the site).

Other revelation is…I have a crush here in our building and his kabayan! Ahahaha. I was so kilig yesterday when I saw him and even post my kakiligan in my FB unaware that my bf would react. So now I’ll just wrote my kakiligan moments na lang dito sa blog ko para walang KJ. Hehehe. Hey it’s just crush…no big deal about it. Twink!

So here’s my kilig + dyahe moment for today: as early as lunch time nakita ko c kabayan crush and even talk to him...twink twink...pro sandali lang coz i was having my lunch in our pantry when he entered to look for his lunchbox. eto na ang dyahe moment ko...dahil sa ako ay certified PG as in Patay-Gutom, i was having chicken biryani with a lot of side dishes in front of me! ang payat-payat ko tapos ang takaw takaw ko? gawd. It’s a TO! hay…

happy list!

it's mah birthday!

Yey! Happey birthday to me! Papa God thank you for reaching the 28th years of my life…dami pong pgsubok na dumaan nong 27 years old ako pero andito pa din po ako kc hindi mo ako pinabayaan…Your unconditional love moves me Papa God…I won’t have this strength if it’s not with You po…feel so blessed...maraming-maraming salamat po. i'll forever praise you po...iloveyou Papa God.

pang of my heart

Love is patient and is kind; love doesn’t envy. Love doesn’t brag, is not proud, doesn’t behave itself inappropriately, doesn’t seek its own way, is not provoked, takes no account of evil; doesn’t rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. ~ 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Following to my entry “azee’s in” about my new relationship, now it’s over.

After being recovered from my previous heartache here I am again picking up all the pieces from my 2 weeks old relationship that I had. Though it’s not long enough to weary about, but after gaining what I’ve lost I put all my trust and hope in this relationship again. I can’t believe that someone will say he loves you and suddenly would tell you that his feeling has changed and even shouting it to the cyber world. It’s a bit degrading from my side and even put my self esteem low, but maybe that’s how life goes…not once in our life, we’ll meet people who wouldn’t even bother to think what other would feel in their selfish deeds.

I always believe that all people are born with a good heart, it just happen that other rather chose to do awful things to other for their own motives. I’m just praying that someday, in God’s time I will be able to meet someone who has a good heart, who wouldn’t be so proud that they hurt someone. One who truly knows the true meaning of “love”.

azee's in!

Hurray! Happy Easter folks! Sorry, been hiatus for a month…decided to detached myself on the net during the Lenten season especially when I’m at home. :)

I know I need a lot of updates to do but for now I’ll update the most important thing that happened…

after almost 8 months of singleness, I’ve finally enter into a new relationship again. :)

I was a bit hesitant to say “yes”, yet I realized that I wouldn’t know if I’ll be afraid…so I have to try, anyway the feeling is there it just need to develop…deeper. And yesterday I’ve got the spirit to finally say “YES!”
It’s suppose to happen long time ago but since i want to make sure on my feelings, i decided to make it on Easter Sunday but then he made me upset so I postponed it for another day. Silly! ahahahaha

Hope it will work despite our distance, differences, difficulties & temptations that would come along our way…I pray that may God bless our relationship and may He be the center of it.

Wish us luck folks!

claiming it!

i'm claiming this promise in this Lenten season...

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
~ Ezekiel 36:26